My morning rituals when travelling

Good morning luckystar 🤗

I am visiting my parents over the weekend and I would like to share with you the importance of my spiritual rituals, especially when I am not at home: 

I try to visit my parents every 3 months, to stay in touch and to hug them. Thou our relationship is not an easy one, I  love them very much. 

The last few years I have been doing inner child work, and I'm still unpacking a lot of painful feelings. 

I am unlearning patterns that don't serve me anymore thou this is not always easy and it's not always as fast as I would like it to be.

There is a loud voice in me that screams "you better heal girl" ans " heal faster" .

I have learned trough painful experience that I can't control the speed of my healing, it's not in my control.

In a performance driven society I feel like healing is something to be mastered an achieved. I'm finding it's a lifelong journey rather than a tight workout schedule. 

Having experienced deep depression episodes many times in my life I know how hard it is to pick up any positive activity, how hard it can be to to hold on to even the smallest straw of hope.

Many times when I was lying in Bed, paralyzed by fear and unable to move, the only thing I could do was to think the  thought: 

 "God* please help me, God* please help me, God* please help me" 

After a while I could start to say it out loud every time I went to the bathroom to pee. 

And I kept building from there. One small little loving thing at a time.

Eventually I could sit down and connect to God* my spirit guides. And they always had loving messages for me. 

One of my spiritual rituals is to sit down in the morning and first light candles: one for myself, one for my ancestors and one for the people in warzones. I pray and ask for strength and guidance, loving tolerance, loving aknowledgement and welcoming of all things that are going to arrive in my life that day and loving compassion towards the people I'm in a relationship with.

After I lay down my cards: I use 2 different card  decks, one is more healing centered and one is more for guidance.  

I ask my guidance cards for a message for the day, an inspiration for today and thereafter, and a card regarding men and dating☺️

I also draw a card from my healing deck for a loving healing suggestion. 

Lastly I randomly pick an Angel Number for the day from my Angel Numerology book.

Especially on days where I am visiting my parents and get triggered by old wounds that may still need some time to heal, laying out my cards is grounding me a lot.

This ritual keeps me in a loving and compassionate energy. I am lovingly reminded that I am not alone: 

my Spirit guides, ancestors, Angels and God* are all with me. I am not alone and I am protected. I am always worthy and loved. I am enough. 

Thank you for reading,

I love you

♥️

Aliée